Schematics of a borrowed mind.

I have a sinking feeling in my gut,
That things may get better, but they won't stay good.
I feel so shitty at the moment, and worried.
I want to be mad, but I can't bring myself to.

The only good news is I got snakebites.
But I guess it's not great news.
I think they're getting infected.

Joy.

Bad Luck.

I feel so drained.
I'm sore, tired, and I feel ill.
Emotionally wise,I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster.
Bleh.

These past few days have really not been quite the best.
I hope tomorrow brings something better.
.. Maybe.

I want a haircut.

G o n e A w a y

I feel really unhappy right now with a lot in my life.
It's almost overwhelming, at times.
Like now.
I want so much to be different, but some of it I know takes time.
I guess I'm just tired of waiting for some of it, and the rest?
I'm not even totally sure how I want it to go.

This isn't a great start to the new year. In fact, this is quite the opposite; really..

....

Things just aren't working out, and I really don't need all this extra shit.
-sigh-

n o i s e

So it's 2009, and I'm not quite sure how this year is going to go.
So far though, it's had a pretty shitty start, for the most part.
I guess new years was alright..
But it could've honestly been a lot better.
Currently I'm back at home, and things seem to be just about ready to go down hill.
I hope not. I just want a relaxing break.

I'm lonely. -sigh-