What an amazing 2 days.
Just, wow.
He makes my heart feel good..
And yet, my heart still gets tugs
from a guy that decided I wasn't worth it.
But in his explanation, "Thats not what [he] meant."
I want to be friends with him, It just kinda feels sad
To know he's already replaced me.
Self worth depletion much?
And still, I get the flutter flies for the someone
The someone I went to go and meet up with 2 days ago..
My Someone now,
And I'm vaguely distraught, but at the same time oddly enough;
Kinda sorta happy.
What a strangely disturbing, demented, rejectable feeling.
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