I feel sick.

I'm feeling sick physically, emotionally and mentally.
I'm putting a lot of stress on my body and on my mind.
I just can't deal with certain thoughts and certain possible scenarios.
I feel sort of like i'm going to explode.
It's really horrible.

I definitely need to relax,
but it just appears that I can't.
Perhaps I'm just not ready to.

Everything hurts. Literally.