I feel really fucking horrible.
And really fucking sick.
I just don't have an immediate emotion for this.
Anxiety attacks really suck.
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Where else am I? :
. M a n n e q u i n .
Scar tissue has no character.
It's not like skin.
It doesn't show age or illness or pallor or tan.
It has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles.
It's like a slipcover. It shields and disguises what's beneath. That's why we grow it; we have something to hide.
: + + + + + :
Anime/Manga:
.Hack//Legend Of The Twilight, .Hack//Legend of Twilight Bracelet, .Hack//LIMINALITY, .Hack//ROOTS, .Hack//SIGN, Ah! My Goddess!, Card Captor Sakura, Chobits, Digimon, Elfen Lied, Ergo Proxy, Full Metal Alchemist, Full Metal Panic!, Gravitation, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed// DESTINY, Gundam Wing, Haibane Renmei, Hellsing, Higurashi no naku koro ni(Spirited away by ogres), Inuyasha, Kannazuki no miko, Naruto
Neon Genesis Evangelion, Noir, Petite Cossette, Petshop Of Horrors, Pokemon, Record Of Lodoss War, Sailor Moon, Serial Experiments Lain, Spiral, Tokyo Mew Mew, Trinity Blood, Vision Of Escaflowne, Witch Hunter Robin, Wolfs Rain, Yu-Gi-Oh, Yu Yu Hakusho
Music:
30 Seconds to mars, Abba, Aesma Daeva, After forever, Alice in videoland, Android lust, Anorexia Nervosa, Aphex twins, Apocalyptica, Aqua, Arch enemy, As I lay dying, Atreyu, Avenged sevenfold, Avril lavigne, Ayumi Hamasaki, Bach, Bartok, Basshunter, Behemoth, Bleed the dream, Benny Benassi, Billy talent, Bjork, Brahms, BT, Bullet for my valentine, Bush, Cannibal corpse, Cascada, Celine Dion, Cinema bizarre, Clint mansell, Coheed and Cambria, Converge, Cradle of filth, Combichrist, Default, Dethklok, Dimmu borgir, Dope stars Inc, Dragon Force, Dwarves, East clubbers, Emilie Autumn, Envy, Enya, Epica, E-rotic, Escape the fate, Eugène Ysaÿe, Evanescence, Everytime I die, Gob, Fedde Le Grand, Feist, Fly leaf, Freezepop, Gazette, Global deejays, Goo goo dolls, Gravitation, Groove Coverage, Gustav Holst, Gustav Mahler, GWAR, Headhunterz, Hellogoodbye, Icon of Coil, I am ghost, Insane clown posse, Imogen heap, Imogen Holst, Incubus, Infected mushroom, Ion Dissonance, Isaac Strauss, Jakalope, Kamelot, Katy Perry, Kim Esty, KMFDM, Korn, Kylie Minogue, Lacuna coil, Lamb of god, Lasgo, Lifehouse, Linkin park, Lords of acid, Lullacry, Madonna, Marilyn Manson, Medieval Babes, Michelle branch, Mindless self indulgence, Mozart, Muse, My chemical romance, Natasha Beddingfield, Niccolò Paganini, Necromantix, Nickelback, Nightcore, Nightwish, Nine inch nails, Norma Jean, Oscar Straus, Panic! at the disco, Papa roach, Paranormal attack, Paul van dyke, Pendulum, Pink, Prokofiev, Psyclon Nine, Rage against the machine, Rammstein, Ravers on dope, Red hot chili peppers, Richard Strauss, Rise against, Rob Zombie, Ryan cabrera, Savage garden, Schubert, Sia, Sick puppies, Silverstein, Shiny toy guns, Shostakovitch, SITD, Slipknot, Social distortion, Stabbing westward, Static X, Strapping young lad, Stratovarius, Stravinsky, Suicide commando, Sum 41, System of a down, Tatu, Tactical sekt, Tchaikovsky, Tegan and Sara, Three days grace, Three doors down, Tristania, The Birthday Massacre, The boomtang boys, Theater Of Tragedy, The Killers, The medic droid, The starting line, The Venga Boys, Trapt, U2, Unter null, Within temptation, Xandria, Yellowcard, Yoji biomehanika, Zao, Zombie girl.
Television:
House, SKINS, Moral orel, Robot chicken, Invader zim, CSI: Miami, CSI, Cold case files, Intervention, Dexter, Weeds, Game of thrones, Supernatural, Carnivale.
Those who use their mouths too much, use their minds too little.
Realizations
- R a e y u
- Armentières, France
- Sometimes it feels like I'm living in a fiction novel, I'm here, but am I here? I've tasted magic in between the pages of self destruction; I want to lie in the moss and dream crystalline dreams.. I want something simple, beautiful, primal. I'm just another human genome, Constantly changing in a sea of organic and un-organic material on a vast blue planet.. Barely visible throught the thousands of thin, webbed lines of electromagnetic pulses that make up thoughts. I'm forever in flux.
Occurances
My Interests
- Activities: / Exploring & travelling, Partying, Playing with my cats, Randomly dancing, Researching.
- Art: / Painting (acrylic, digital, oil, water.), Photography, Sewing, Wire wrapping, Writing
- Computers: / Gaming, Graphic design, Hardware, Programming, Website design,
- Movies: / Action, Anime, Documentaries, Foreign, Historical dramas, Horror, Independent, Musicals, Psychological Thrillers, Romance, Science Fiction, Silent
- Music: / Everything in moderation.
- Reading Material: / Comic books, Fiction, Fantasy, Non-fiction, Sci-fi
- Sports & Fitness: / Swimming, Tennis, Yoga
- Video Games: / First person shooter, Racing, Role Playing, Survival horror
Yes Sir:
- Adventuring, Anime, Bejeweled, Body Modifications, Cats, Clean air, Comic books, Creativity, Cuddling, Doll collecting, Final Fantasy, Nature, Photography, Resident Evil, Silent Hill, SIMS, Sketching lineart, Spirituality, Sushi, Warm weather, Wine, Video games, Zombies
No Sir:
- Animal abuse, Anxiety, Bullying, Codependency, Depression, Illness, Large Crowds, Pollution, Screaming Children, Spiders, Stress
-waves-
Where else am I? :
Livejournal: (click)
AIM: LilliumHearts
IMVU: Valynx
DeviantArt: (ask)
Facebook: (ask)
MSN: (Gone forever)
Believe.
. M a n n e q u i n .
Scar tissue has no character.
It's not like skin.
It doesn't show age or illness or pallor or tan.
It has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles.
It's like a slipcover. It shields and disguises what's beneath. That's why we grow it; we have something to hide.
: + + + + + :
In Detail
Anime/Manga:
.Hack//Legend Of The Twilight, .Hack//Legend of Twilight Bracelet, .Hack//LIMINALITY, .Hack//ROOTS, .Hack//SIGN, Ah! My Goddess!, Card Captor Sakura, Chobits, Digimon, Elfen Lied, Ergo Proxy, Full Metal Alchemist, Full Metal Panic!, Gravitation, Gundam Seed, Gundam Seed// DESTINY, Gundam Wing, Haibane Renmei, Hellsing, Higurashi no naku koro ni(Spirited away by ogres), Inuyasha, Kannazuki no miko, Naruto
Neon Genesis Evangelion, Noir, Petite Cossette, Petshop Of Horrors, Pokemon, Record Of Lodoss War, Sailor Moon, Serial Experiments Lain, Spiral, Tokyo Mew Mew, Trinity Blood, Vision Of Escaflowne, Witch Hunter Robin, Wolfs Rain, Yu-Gi-Oh, Yu Yu Hakusho
Music:
30 Seconds to mars, Abba, Aesma Daeva, After forever, Alice in videoland, Android lust, Anorexia Nervosa, Aphex twins, Apocalyptica, Aqua, Arch enemy, As I lay dying, Atreyu, Avenged sevenfold, Avril lavigne, Ayumi Hamasaki, Bach, Bartok, Basshunter, Behemoth, Bleed the dream, Benny Benassi, Billy talent, Bjork, Brahms, BT, Bullet for my valentine, Bush, Cannibal corpse, Cascada, Celine Dion, Cinema bizarre, Clint mansell, Coheed and Cambria, Converge, Cradle of filth, Combichrist, Default, Dethklok, Dimmu borgir, Dope stars Inc, Dragon Force, Dwarves, East clubbers, Emilie Autumn, Envy, Enya, Epica, E-rotic, Escape the fate, Eugène Ysaÿe, Evanescence, Everytime I die, Gob, Fedde Le Grand, Feist, Fly leaf, Freezepop, Gazette, Global deejays, Goo goo dolls, Gravitation, Groove Coverage, Gustav Holst, Gustav Mahler, GWAR, Headhunterz, Hellogoodbye, Icon of Coil, I am ghost, Insane clown posse, Imogen heap, Imogen Holst, Incubus, Infected mushroom, Ion Dissonance, Isaac Strauss, Jakalope, Kamelot, Katy Perry, Kim Esty, KMFDM, Korn, Kylie Minogue, Lacuna coil, Lamb of god, Lasgo, Lifehouse, Linkin park, Lords of acid, Lullacry, Madonna, Marilyn Manson, Medieval Babes, Michelle branch, Mindless self indulgence, Mozart, Muse, My chemical romance, Natasha Beddingfield, Niccolò Paganini, Necromantix, Nickelback, Nightcore, Nightwish, Nine inch nails, Norma Jean, Oscar Straus, Panic! at the disco, Papa roach, Paranormal attack, Paul van dyke, Pendulum, Pink, Prokofiev, Psyclon Nine, Rage against the machine, Rammstein, Ravers on dope, Red hot chili peppers, Richard Strauss, Rise against, Rob Zombie, Ryan cabrera, Savage garden, Schubert, Sia, Sick puppies, Silverstein, Shiny toy guns, Shostakovitch, SITD, Slipknot, Social distortion, Stabbing westward, Static X, Strapping young lad, Stratovarius, Stravinsky, Suicide commando, Sum 41, System of a down, Tatu, Tactical sekt, Tchaikovsky, Tegan and Sara, Three days grace, Three doors down, Tristania, The Birthday Massacre, The boomtang boys, Theater Of Tragedy, The Killers, The medic droid, The starting line, The Venga Boys, Trapt, U2, Unter null, Within temptation, Xandria, Yellowcard, Yoji biomehanika, Zao, Zombie girl.
Television:
House, SKINS, Moral orel, Robot chicken, Invader zim, CSI: Miami, CSI, Cold case files, Intervention, Dexter, Weeds, Game of thrones, Supernatural, Carnivale.
Channels:
Discovery channel, Discovery History channel, Discovery medical channel, Documentary channel, History channel, National geographic, A&E TV, Food network, TLC.
Types of shows:
Plastic surgery shows, ER stories, Murder & detective shows, anime, cartoons, Strange shows, French & russian silent shows, Mental illness & depression, Psychology & analysis, cooking, home improvement, home selling.
EMPTY - HEARTBEATS
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