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I still feel sick.
:(
I'm at Mandy's too.
Today was okay, I didn't expect to be leaving
and going somewhere.
But obviously I did.
Maybe tomorrow will be interesting as well.
My teefies don't hurt as much anymore either.
:)
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I've got nothing else to say.
ARRG.
First, I get an eye infection.
Second, the eye infection starts to go away.
Third, I think I start getting a cold.
fourth, The eye infection is now in my OTHER eye.
fifth, I do get a cold.
Sixth, eye infection is in both eyes.
Seventh, Cold is becoming like a deadly illness.
Eighth, Infection is going away.
Nineth, Illness decides to turn into just a cough and runny nose.
Tenth, TOOTHACHE?!?!
YES A TOOTHACHE.
WTF.
Well, thats what I get for accidentally getting a set of fangs,
Yes they are cool. But, THERE IS NO ROOM.
Fangs = toothache.
THAT HURTS EVERYWHERE, UP TO MY EYES.
AND CHEWING IS A BITCH.
SAME WITH EATING.
So now, I can barely breathe, blinking hurts,
chewing hurts, doing nothing hurts.
Why the FUCK is there something ALWAYS wrong with me?
:(
Still sick.
iick.
:(
--dances to catchy hypnotic beats--
ANYwho.
So I just watched Pan's Labrinth, for like,
The 17th time.
And I still love it.
Go watch it. Now.
Arrg. I don't want to move.
I like it here.
Well actually, it's half and half.
But what I do want,
Is to not be sick anymore.
That would be nice, For a change.
I guess today, I realized,
How many creepers read this blog.
Gosh you guys,
Are you actually looking for insight into my life?
And you think I'd write it here?
Creepers.
I love you guys.
Darling, things are so weird between us now.
I miss you.
Rest in peace Oskie-boy.
Everything's falling apart, slowly.
Things were good.
They got bad, but got fixed.
And now, once again, bad.
What the fuck.
Seriously.
And here I thought;
You guys actually knew what kind of person I was.
I thought wrong, obviously.
Weellll,
I had a relatively good day.
I saw him, which was great.
The flutters are good as well.
But,
I really shouldn't stray to unpleasantries;
Such as certain people I was over viewing.
They make me feel all squishy and sad,
When all I should feel is shiny and happy.
Maybe one day I'll be able to say
My someones name without people
Hating me for it.
Sleepy.
It's 2:49am.
And the only thing that keeping me awake.
Is the thought of seeing
Him.
Bussing to Mandy's
Randomly in the night
Is entertaining.
What an amazing 2 days.
Just, wow.
He makes my heart feel good..
And yet, my heart still gets tugs
from a guy that decided I wasn't worth it.
But in his explanation, "Thats not what [he] meant."
I want to be friends with him, It just kinda feels sad
To know he's already replaced me.
Self worth depletion much?
And still, I get the flutter flies for the someone
The someone I went to go and meet up with 2 days ago..
My Someone now,
And I'm vaguely distraught, but at the same time oddly enough;
Kinda sorta happy.
What a strangely disturbing, demented, rejectable feeling.
I'm feeling skiddish.
Not only because of recent events over blogging
on nexopia...
BUT because of tomorrow.
Because I hafta go to school and get more homeschooling shit.
AND
Then go to Capilano mall.
And meet up with a someone there.
A someone whom makes my heart feel better.
Better than it has due to recent events.
Good or bad?
You know,
If thats how you want to play it..
Then two can play it that way.
Because believe me.
I can.
I like potatoes.
and right now I'm fucking bored,
And I want to be somewhere else.
Doing something interesting.
Blah.
I feel expressionless.
Hooray for Sunday?
Not really.
My mom is going to switch me into homeschooling
Tomorrow,
Thats going to be fun.
All the spare time and stuff.
>.>
Anywho.
I want to go somewhere today..
Well whats left of today.
It's already 4pm.
Hmmmm.
I don't like being here really.
I want to leave and stuffs.
But I need an April bus pass.
Errg.
I have money though,
But I like bus passes more.
Errgish.
The back of my neck and Jaw hurts.
But I get to eat taco's later.
Maybe if I decide to go somewhere I'll go after Taco's
Yeaaah, that sounds good.
:)
