So much for "epiphanies"...?

I honestly feel like a failure right at this very moment.
But I honestly don't want to change a thing.
I've missed this, and how spontaneous this is.

Hahahaha, what the fuck do I do now?
ugh.
I disappoint, yet amaze myself.
Not surprising, really.
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What the fuck am I doing with myself?
I don't know...