Reflections

I have such a bad headache.
I've been in such a nostalgic mood lately, it's sort of depressing.
:(

Life's being all complicated, again.

Double sided paranoia.

I wrote a rather enlightening statement earlier,
and was in a great mood.
And now I feel super shitty, like I cause all these problems.

So I'll just pretend it doesn't bother me.

Sleep sleep, what a gloomy evening.

I feel sort of tired, and kind of hungry.
I got my tongue pierced about a week ago.
I keep forgetting to post in this.
=]

Whoo.

Imaginary.//

I feel really fucking horrible.
And really fucking sick.

I just don't have an immediate emotion for this.
Anxiety attacks really suck.

What a good day sir.

I updated my DevArt again after getting back from exploring near my house.
I'm pretty happy with the photo's I got. =D



Tomorrow We're going back out to that spot.
<3

>___<

I feel ouchie.
I'm going to go back to the doctor.
Ugh. Not today though, but soon.

I took a few pictures today, and updated my DeviantArt. I'm really liking how my gallery is looking on there. <3
I wanna keep taking pictures. I may go have a shower so I can walk around and look for something to photograph.
I think tomorrow I may go to an industrial area and photograph there. Like Northside or something. =D

So stoked.

Symphonic glitch?

I woke up this afternoon, and felt pretty shitty.
I still do, but meh.
I'm not sue to waking up so late, I stayed up pretty late.
I like waking up earlier.
I hope I didn't fuck up my sleeping schedule.

I've been thinking, maybe I should get a job..?
I don't know.
Today we're picking up another splint, perhaps.

I kind of want to take more pictures today, I think I might.

I'm hungry. o__O

Do your mouth words not fall out properly?

I'm feeling really iicky today.
Maybe because I need a shower, maybe because I have lot's of plans to figure and work out.
Maybe because I'm slightly stressed out from family oriented problems.
uugh. =[

My wrist hurts a whole bunch, along with my arm. -sigh-
My breathing is acting up, and I still need to get a splint and Robaxacet today.
My ribs and the muscles just under the ribs hurt a whole bunch. Dumb Pneumonia.
And I have a slight headache, other than that though.

So, no plans as of yet for today (I think, I may be wrong, I think I made some.)
Tomorrow, Mindi's party.
Sunday, Hangout with Mandy.
o____O

Mindi leaves next Wednesday, and as for plans next week, I know I've made some..
I just can't remember. x___X

I think everyone should go to this blog:
Click here
LOLZ.

Your under the weather, miss.

So I just got back from my doctors appointment.
And it's not so good news.
I have Carpal tunnel and really bad Tendinitis in my left wrist.
I might need to get an operation soon. =[
Also I need to do a follow up at the hospital, to check how my ovary is doing.
It hurts too.
And I have this other milder condition, the effects where my upper ribs connect with my breast bone.
But I can't remember the name of it, but it's not so bad.
Other than all that though, I refilled my asthma medication prescription, and I'm getting some Robaxacet for my muscles below my ribs, since they're really sore from when I had pneumonia. Which by the way, the pneumonia is almost gone! =D

I'm all broken. It sucks.
=/

Paranoid silence.

My insides feel like they don't have room near my ribcage.
It's really uncomfortable and kind of hurts.
Good thing I'm going to the doctor today.
I hope nothing is too wrong. Ouchie.

So I set my alarm for 11:05am today, expecting I'd sleep late and need it,
but conveniently I woke up at 7:30am. I really enjoy waking up early to start my day.
It just makes me feel so refreshed to do all this shit, and look at the clock and be
like: "Hey, I rock. I finished allthat before noon." =D

My cat likes JPOP & JROCK. Lmao ^___^
He's so cute. <3


Maybe I'll take some more photo's today. =]