Smothered.

So many thoughts are whirling in my brain currently.
Emotions are overtaking my heart.
Everything feels like its slowly caving in once more,
and It's like I'm suffocating on carbon dioxide.
I don't know what to think about the people I love.
Nothing is working out,
and it feels like everything is just barely holding on.

I'm nauseated, but not only from my sickness.
This is terrible.