In a roundabout way.

So I feel like I'm on the verge of a break through of sorts..
Like a lot more is becoming clear to me as the days pass by once more.
Music is really helping me through all these thoughts in my head.
I've calmed a bit about my guilt, and I believe I may just be able
to fix something. I've done some serious thinking, and honestly I think
I know my answer. I'm completely apathetic about so much now to do with
things, it's quite a shock that something like this has become suddenly so
clear.. I feel like such a retard for not seeing anything sooner, at least
not in the current light I've suddenly discovered..

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^{What've you done to me?
I'll never be the same, I'll tell you for sure.}